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Day starts at early morning, when alarm rings. Today went by pretty great, thanks to moodbooster song by Hyper Potions. Lessons were pretty decent. Anyways im not writing this post to talk about those kinds of nonchalant, boring summary.

So the first thing is to explain my recent post. After a few times reading the posts again and again, i figured it sounds cheesy af. To anyone who will read this blog (im not sure if there will be but, just if), i just wanna tell you that.... I wont regret writing it haha. Mainly because it is something that i wanna write. Although most of them do reflect my lack of cheerfulness and my current emotion at the time i was writing them, and although the word used is edgy at best, i dont think theres something thats actually wrong with the content. So at least forgive me for my edginess (2edgy4me).

And to make a reminder, today i have a few ideas about stories, albeit i think theyre pretty mediocre i have fun times just imagining how it could turn out if i put in some effort in writing them.

First one is about a guy in college (yeah, coz im in one), who have a crush with this celebrity student in one of his class. Typical love story conflict where the heroine is actually diagnosed with serious sickness (been reading about sleeping beauty disorder so i guess thatll be it). The sickness is rather dangerous and long term exposure will further shorten heroines life.  What happens next is prota mans up and decided to actually take care of the girl. This happens because either he mans up when sickness acts up at class, or when theyre alone. Prota visits her daily for like 5-6 years (details of which doesnt really need to be disclosed). Heroine have feelings for prota but despairs anyway. Then prota suddenly breaks and slapped the sht out of heroine and talks bad about her (e.g. he has been acting all along, he thinks she is miserable) and ended up in heroine slapping him back. Prota says catchy line (angry is better than despair. Havent thought how it ends, just feel like its cool to have dual personality prota with opposite personality.

Second one is about a prota who was given an antique watch (the one without batteries that u need to wind up timely) with stopwatch features. Prota plays around with this cool watch when he finds out the watch has some kind of power to turn back time but just as long as he could hold the rewind button on the stop watch (as expected he couldnt turn back time for very long). We see prota personality slowly changes and that he is actually evil (using power for very bad things e.g. killing people to release frustration and turns back time). Prota personality gets very twisted, until one day the clock broke (either the clock broke, he forgot to wind the clock, or his thumb infected to the point of amputation due to excessive and violent pressing of watch button). He then becomes frustrated by the fact that he cant turn back time anymore. He is now seem fighting urges to become evil. Enters second prota, a person with serious case of dejavu starting from the point first prota use his power. Second prota is a girl from first prota workplace/uni. Getting rather stressed by the fact that her dejavu gradually becomes more depressing, she investigate until he finds the suspect that is first prota. At this point first prota is now an anta. Second prota finds anta locked up in a jail of sort, caused by his failure to hold up his violent urges (minor charges). Anta, in his short, momentary sober state tells prota what actually happens after prota tells him how she finds him and also that she has been having dejavu. Anta shows prota the watch. In the scene where they both were given time to meet in prison (an open one, not a booth like in a movie), anta attacks prota after telling his secret. Anta also killed prison guard in his fit of rage. Prota then struggled to escape only to fail because anta is faster. Anta slams prota to ground till her head bleed. In her confusion and pain, she saw watch on ground and presses button. Prota manages to return to just after anta shows her watch. Prota then steals watch and run just before anta went into rage. Afterwards, prota tried to figure out how to fix anta coz hes actually a good guy. Have no clue how to end series yet so. After developing the story i think its pretty great. Or might be plagiarism, i dont know but i have fun imagining the story so there you go.

Moments ago at class i have been thinking about what kind of story people like. I think that people actually wants reality and facts, even when given a fiction background. Deep inside, people want something to relate to. So most peolle, when given an overly fictional story, abandons it and thinks that the imagination is too far-fetched. People want to be able to sympathize with characters. Just like how they want to sympathize (or feel) how others do. People cry at funerals, when told sad story, when watching sad movies. And not just for the sad part, some people want to be able to feel what its like being another person in a lot of ways. What they lack in reality, they try to fill in their imaginations of how other people do.

Well thats it for the episode then. At least if no one reads this, itd be a great way to straighten up my mind and ideas. Who knows? Maybe they'll an important part of what i do in the future haha

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