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something inside me just prompts me to write this for unknown reason. and now i dont know what to write anymore.... hmmm well for starters... my name is Natasiel. i know, i know, you thought im a girl dont you? well man you're DEAD WRONG!! I'm a man, and indeed, i've run into some troubles in life because of this peculiar name of mine.... well... on the bright side this makes me unique haha i once googled my own name and there's only two person alive who bears this name, and both of us are MALE so dont you dare mistook my gender again. im 18 years old and actually skipped a grade so im younger than everyone in my school. and also this stuff gave me even more problem. that just makes it pretty much impossible to get a girlfriend (im looking for girl at around the same age). not just that, i think im also pretty childish because of it. but again, im really childish so it just goes past me. and as you can guess from my childlike.... online social behavior...(?) i like games and comics, i dont like it that much, but it pretty much fills up my free time. i like the color green, but hate foods that are green colors (coz they are usually mints and thats another thing i dont like). i make stories in my free time and at the right time i'll probably upload them... somewhere... but they are far from perfect and the stories are cheesy and cliched so... im expecting lots and lots of rewriting and reworking in that. well thats all about me

FYI, this entry is actually from loooong long ago, im just editing / rewriting this. just think of it as me experimenting lol peace out

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