The Daily Life of A Weirdly-Extroverted Introvert Asian dude with A Long Title

been a long time since my last post, and then suddenly double post! poof! (disclosure, been wanting to upload the poetic Sh*t for awhile, blogger error is suppose). just surfing for fun, watching youtube and listening to random music, and suddenly i stumbled upon the ending song for this recently out anime. As the title suggest, one sentence feels out of place (intentionally or not). i am not so proficient on Japanese, although i have some experience with it. this melodic and rather epic ending song, i dont know the meaning of majority of its lyric. but as i repeat the song over and over again, the more i hear those sentence and at one point I am curious of what that really means. through short search on google, it turns out to be a more... romantic and meaningful and artistic way of saying "I love you" without really saying those words. And in just 10 seconds my mind wander around. imagining what kind of situation will you use that sentence in real life. Ha... and along came...

55 days, few hours and minutes. I’ve been alive for 20 years, but I have just breathe my first. Heart is a fickle thing, no man knows it for its entirety, yet many boast to be able to understand other’s. human lie about things they feel. In fact, humans lie about mostly everything. How hard is it to tell people a string of word that is not. How hard it is to make people hate you, to make you hate them. How much lies and deceit one must do to be able to lie to themselves, as they did to others. I am no liar, but that is what a liar always say. I am no sage, nor am I a holy man. I am but a humble soul withstanding, waiting, hoping, seeking for the truth. Those which are not told by humans, those that sparked war, hatred, tears, and agony, and those that make people smile and hope for nothing. I have discovered and is convinced, that there is simply too much lies in this world, that there is no other way to discover truth other than laying aside all lies that exist. I am no monster, ...